!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

GUESS WHAT!!!


I FOUND THEM!!! :D We finally managed to pull together a last minute lunch with Soonk and Bee Bee and Yan at KimGary Sungei Wang in honor of their going for NS!!! tomorrow =) Heheh. Here's to hoping that none of their stuff gets stolen and neither of them get hit on by gay/lesbian roommates. We met up with Lynn whom we all haven't seen in CENTURIES and her sister and nephew and neice [aunty Lynn bwahaha!!] and walked around a bit. Bee and I wanted to go to Vincci so we went and I found them!! Mmmhmmm =)) Extremely elated now.


Parents are dragging us all to the middle of town for dinner so have cancelled all New Years plans and now they're telling me we'll probably be home early so it looks like I'll be at home on New Years Eve. Durrrr. How miserable. Hmph.

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This morning I got down to the enormous elephantous task of clearing out my books and stuff. Sorting out what to keep, what to chuck and what to sell to Au [ka-ching! $$] So anyway, I was flipping through all my Bio papers and SUDDENLY I was overcome by this urge to take Bio for A-Levels.


HORRIFIED GASP!


Okay two minutes later I was more or less back to normal, remembered how much I LOATHED IT and completely dismissed the idea. Take up Bio for A-Levels? I might as well swallow a lightbulb [teehee- grey's] it's a faster way to kill myself.


But seriously..when I think about it now, it doesn't seem like THAT bad an idea. I actually really like knowing things [I hate the studying part though] and they really do come in handy a lot. Like last night while watching Grey's they mentioned pituitary and my mom was like what's that? And immediately [like some robot] I recited "the pituitary gland is located in the base of the hypothalamus. It releases hormones into the bloodstream, some of which stimulate the release of other hormones in other parts of the body. It is therefore the mother of all hormone glands and pwns every other hormone gland out there" And my mom was vaguely impressed. I LOVE knowing stuff like that. Especially Chemistry!!! I adore Chemistry with all my heart. It's the coolest subject on the planet. I love being able to explain Chemistry stuff to people..it's an AWESOME feeling!! Of course I totally look like the kind of student who has no clue about anything she studies, let alone Chemistry so most people don't bother asking me. I never once expected me to be the kind of person who actually likes knowledge. It's really strange. 8)


Man..look at me go on and on about my nerdyness

Labels: nerd posts, tales of my spasticity

The moment I saw Chris it was love at first sight. He was sitting there, quietly and no one even noticed him but when I glanced over he caught my eye instantly. He was so captivatingly attractive, I couldn't stop myself from going over to him. I met him with her in mind though, and instantly I knew he would be perfect for her. I brought him home and snuck him up to my room where I indulged myself, checking him out and running my fingers over the silky smoothness of his skin. The more he sat there in my room, the more I fell hopelessly in love with him. I wanted him to stay with me forever. Soon, however, the time came for us to part. I handed him over to the person he really belonged to, happy that he would be hers. Barely an hour later, I started missing him. And wanting him again. I went back to where I met him, desperately hoping that he would be there. I looked everywhere for him and asked around but no one had seen him. After half an hour of fruitless searching, it hit me. He was gone. My beloved Chris was....






Yes Bee Bee, I fell in love with the shoes I gave you =P Heheheh. I named them Chris [because they're very Chrissy- and also because they were your Christmas present] And when I went back to Vincci three days after I bought them they were gone. Was pretty disappointed for a while [Asher totally did not comprehend the gravity of the incident] but when I went home we had this massive [and random] dinner of sushi and jacket potatoes and ice cream and the most delicious durian on the planet and popcorn and crisps accompanied by several episodes of the Simpsons and it totally cheered me up :D ALSO!!! Winston came later that night to pick up my guitar and drop off my Christmas present and !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was so happy the rest of the night!! He got me exactly what I was eyeing for ages but could not afford =)) I was so amazed..I never even told anyone I wanted it. Mmmmmm Thank you Wins!! =) I just realised that printempts means spring. So therefore valse printempts would mean spring waltz. o.O I'm dancing a "spring waltz" for my ballet exam..o.O o.O sounds so ghay lol. Also, my mom drove me around that afternoon [in return for doing chores alll day] to drop off Christmas cards and presents for everyone in Bangsar so seeing people again after so long was really happyfying =)))) Teehee.

I wish more than anything else in the whole wide world right now that I could drive =( boohoo.

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New neighbours. Whooppee. Just what I've been waiting for all year. .. .....

this

and this

lots of this

Yan's Yzma [is that how you spell it?] face

a little of this

Labels: landmark posts, picture posts

Yesterday seriously FLEW by. *zoom* Like that. Dragges Soonk along to Sungei Wang and we met with Bee and Steffie and we officially lala-fied ourselves at Red Box. Lmao. It was hilarious..especially since I can't carry a tune to save my life. :D Hee. After that we went on a quest to find Bee gold shoes for prom!! I discovered today that it's actually incredibly hard to find pretty gold shoes..I always assumed they were like-everywhere. Me and Steffie found this amazing pair of ballet flats at Vincci though which are SOOO vintage-y black lacy and COOL but mega expensive =( Bugger.. Maybe when I'm rich..Rushed back to Bangsar where Soonk DITCHED ME!! to go for the KLCC dinner with the rest of the form fives [or the ones who turned up anyway] and I popped over to Cziplee and BV to get stuff for station games. The stupid ATM wasn't working and I had no money to buy whipped cream so I ran across the street and borrowed cash off my driver lol. I got soaked but I didn't mind, the thing is my new shoes got wet =( so now they look kinda dirty..and they're only like 5 days old.


Ballet was hilarious [in a twisted sort of way] because we had the pianist in for the first time which was cool because


#1 She's so mega good!! Love watching her play our songs..especially since I'm hopeless and am not even going to bother trying anymore.
#2 Ms Leong concentrates a lot on the music and therefore does not notice how much I SUCCKCKCKKCKCKCKKKKKK!! after like 3 weeks of no class :D:D Yay for me


But also very NOT cool because we had to do every excerices like TEN TIMES!!! SERIOUSLY. That killer excercise which I can't even survive half of? I had to do it like TWICE..right after doing this other excercise like 4 times *DIES* It was mega killer. x.X


Angie picked me up from class and we went off to Yi Lin's house to get all the games stuff sorted out. Lol. Cocktail making and pineapple carving and egg dropping =P I so wish I could've been there. They're also playing the avoid-water-in-cups-blindfold-people-shout-directions-trip-over-everything game which we played at ALL our school camps simply because it's soo funny which I really REALLY wish I was in charge of. Hahah. It was hilarious..for the station master. It just annoys the crap out of everyone else :D


Prom is tomorrow. Today was crazy hectic day of planning and calling and smsing and buying last minute things and packing cleaning up old house to earn extra cash for hols =( Like.. how miserable is that? AND it's also the FIRST day since SPM finished that I didn't go out. At all!!! :D I feel so rested now =) hehehe. My parents are chucking me and my brothers in Ipoh after camp while they go jetsetting off to India. I plan so sneak the laptop over there [I hope my mom doesn't hide it] along with DVDs [no grey's =(] so that I don't end up vegetating in bed for a week. Oh yeah. Prom is tomorrow. I'm more excited about the sleepover after though ;) It's been ages since our last one. Must charge camera!!! And write down tomorrow's schedule so I don't get hopelessly lost between transitions. ASHER BRING ME BACK MY MP3 PLAYERRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Woohoo!! Followed Soonk to mv today to get his prom jacket. After walking back and forth and back and forth between Topshop and um...I can't remember the other shop anymore o.O Anyway. Helped him pick (insisted on XD) this awesome awesome jacket from Topman that's made out of the softest material EVER and has this awesome maroon lining :D:D:D:D Bet he's at home now secretly stroking his jacket and THANKING me. The mangkuk didn't trust me and had to ask the guy at Topshop which was nicer and he OBVIOUSLY agreed with me. And for the rest of the afternoon after that he couldn't stop touching it. It was so funny. We bumped into about a gazillion people including Zhi, Su Mei, Nic, Jun Yu, Aiman, Shawn, Ashley, Jade, Sarah Tay from SKBD (!!!) and Wye Ping who was standing right next to us in Roxy for like ten minutes before we even noticed each other. Desperately need a proper belt and I saw this mega funky sliver and black one in People's but..I'm broke =( and I need what little money I have to Christmas shop. =(((


I opened my postsecret book two nights ago and it's so good =) It's a lot thinner than the one I got for Lynn but it's so much more touching because all the secrets hit a little closer to home. It's amazing =) I have this strange urge to lend it to people because it's way too good to keep to myself. Borrow it!! Anyone? Best read late at night after a crappy day.

Whee =) Thank God for Angie otherwise I would've been stuck at home all evening and missed out on excellent steamboat. Went to Sunway Pyramid with Wins and Edmund and Angie to watch Glad Tidings' christmas presentation which was super funky. Their choir is really awesome!! :D And their angels had mega hot wings!!! The feathery kind that we saw on the mannequins in Metro :D After the presentation we went for steamboat and STUFFFEDDD!!!!!!!!!! :D Yum 8) Hehe.


Apart from that I spent most of the day lying in bed feeling nauseous [how do you spell that?] and even more so after alex's stupid video so..I attempted to design a skin! Hahah. It's designed for my massive screen though so I won't use it.

Wow. I just got back from Carmen's party (which turned out to NOT be formal OR a birthday thing =.=) after being out since like..8 in the morning.


Oh..


I DROVE TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDD


Whee!! And it wasn't as terrifying as I thought it would be, mainly because our instructer was like..instructing me the whole way [step on the gas *taps pedal and car zooms a million metres ahead* SLOWLYSLOWLYSLOWLY!!!!!!!] and because the only other person in the car was this really nice girl from Help who was totally cool about being in the same car as some unskilled driver. It was her first time too so she totally understood how I felt. And according to her I wasn't as bad as these two other ladies who were in our group who could speak no English, only BM which totally complicated everything because there was this OTHER guy from the Phillipines who could only speak English and not a word of BM. Lol. Sher, Mischa and Kim came for their undang today too and I popped in to visit them before their lecture started. Hee hee.


Walked to church after that with the friendly girl from Help [her name is Rachel] who was heading to bv and she told me Help's having their open day soon and I should totally go check it out. We had the last inter-cg competition of the year today- bible stations which was basically this MEGA Matthew 1-7 quiz in station games form. My goodness. Some things I learnt today were: The king who succeeded Herod was Archelaus. Ruth is David's great grandmother. There are FOUR, not five, chapters in Ruth. Exodus 20:13 reads "Do not murder". It's spelt IsAiah..not Isiah =(. Capernaum is south of Jerusalem. The greek word hypocrite translates to actor in English. Ying Ying is really good at drawing really really fast. Not everyone knows that Naomi was Ruth's mother in law or that Boaz was her husband o.O. Plus I memorised the beatitudes :D [well the blessed bits anyway] It was mega fun but extremely stressful. Especially the last relay bit where we were running back and forth trying to strategise and memorise and answer and flip through Bible as fast as possible. Phew. Even after my mom extracted me early I was still all tense in the car on the way home telling her about it. And then she was like "I suppose YOU didn't do anything right? Just stood around and watched" and everything just evaporated.


Carmen's party was awesome =)) Hahah. We played heart attack with her mom and after everyone except me, Soonk and Sa left we sat around her dining table and talked and talked and talked. Twas a great night even though me and Elsa got all the wrong information about everything, from the dress code to the occassion XD heheh.

Labels: landmark posts, picture posts

My god. My feet are really punishing me now for what I did to them today.


*deletes entire post and starts again*


Basically I went all the way to Bukit Jalil (almost didn't realise I was on the wrong train) to meet Yan and Sa who drove us all the way to Sungai Besi. (Yan, not Sa) Her mom took over and dropped us at Sungei Wang. After lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and lots and LOTS AND LOTS of walking around we hopped on the monorail and went off to KLCC to look at 2000 dollar dresses and buy flats from nose (yay) momster decided to go off to megamall so instead of going home and soaking aching feet, I hop back on the KTM and practically crawl on my hands and knees to megamall =.= grr. Got home about an hour ago or so, completely exhausted. And now my feet are killing me =(


On the plus side...I got my entire prom outfit sorted out!! Whee!! And I didn't spend a single cent :D Thank you to Yan for being so willing to lend me your massive earrings and clutch and to everyone who got me the dress and shoes for my birthday. What incredible foresight you all have =)


Another full day tomorrow =.= meh meh meh. Stupid ulcer is killliiinnng meeeeee =((((((((


Ooh.Matthew! Right. Must read.





-Grey's theme song


Everyone seems to be feeling crappy at the same time..It's like some disease. Bad moods are mega contagious. So when this happens and everyone simoultaneously feels like shit, who's supposed to be there to help us feel better?
asshole..call me damnit

Labels: MEH, tales of my spasticity

GUESS WHAT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


IT'S OVER!!!!!!!!


And forgive me for sounding completely ungrateful but it's a rather anticlimatic end to everything if you ask me. I'm more exhausted and worn to bits than ecstatic.. and sick to top it all off. When we came out of the hall everyone was like blabbing about how the paper was but my head was like all cotton woolly. I wanted to go home and sleep real bad but CASINO ROYALE!!!!!! WOOT!!! I finally watched it :DDDDDDDD. Anyway. It's pretty hard to believe it's over. It hasn't actually hit me yet. I keep having these jumpy OMIGODIMNOTSTUDYING!!! moments of panic and it'll take me a while to settle back down again and relax a bit before OMIGODWHATAMISUPPOSEDTOBESTUDYINGNOW?! the next bout hits. Beekay was alright..I never did manage to finish studying Luke..even half of it actually but I sort of made up stuff and scraped through with what little I could remember. Elsa was spouting facts all morning which was really quite unnerving. Oh and we discovered that the nice friendly invig lady teacher Add Math (I guessed Physics) BUT she has some thingy in Physics and Add Math which is TOTALLY COOL (and makes me half right :DD) Instead of the expected jump-for-joy mood I'm actually feeling pretty saddish. I'll never go to school in uniform ever again :( But I did pay one last visit to the office..because my exam slip went into the washing machine :( Totally freaked me out in the morning and added to my stress mega-ly. Oh well. Sadness will pass soon and then the happiness will set in :) Heheh. In a wave of sentimental mumbo jumbo I chucked on my PE shirt after my shower to sleep in. :)) sigh. Thats one chapter done and over with. Can't imagine anything to come that could possibly beat the awesome kickassness of high school life but ah well. :) It's over

PS: I came home to find this MASSIVE package from my uncle in US which apparently contains "food, toys, books and COFFEE!!" and my POSTSECRET is in there!!! :))) I just know it!! mmmmm!!!! =)))) *hughs self*

PPS: KIMMIE!!! IM CATCHING YOUR SORE THROAT!! ROARRRRR!!!

Labels: landmark posts

i hate this weather.



hate it. this bleeding heat that is so rude and invasive and this humidity that sits on everything and suffocates. this kind of weather doesn't normally piss me off but considering all the stress lately and the sleepless nights and this idiotic flu like thing i'm suffering from it's managed to escalate a meagre woke-up-on-the-wrong-side-of-the-bed-mood into full blown roaring irritation at everything around me. have already been walking around quite on edge these past few days and this annoying snappish feeling has been flaring up and cooling down so many times i think it's cracked and this lousy mood that's been there since the start of spm is now spilling out and expanding, just like everything else, in this monstrous heat. it's even getting me in my sleep. i haven't been sleeping well for ages because i dream horrid angry dreams all night long and wake up over and over again at random intervals in the middle of the night only to fall back into another toss-and-turn bout of nightmares. like last night i dreamt that i completely screwed up amazing race by getting lost and after that the whole of vinyl hated me and completely refused to speak to me. it was so real it wasn't even funny. and naturally, being irritated to bits and all, i haven't been studying much. only doing useless things like reading completely non-bk related books and blogging with a reckless abandon. it's the weather i tell you. my acts text lies practically untouched next to me while i read some random book and when i look at it the guilt that springs to mind should make me want to pick it up and start studying but i just push it a little further under the mess on my floor and the guilt is gone. but of course, guilt (when it comes to studying) does not "spring to mind", it ambles in and sits stoutly on the outer reaches of my consciousness, purposely spoiling whatever fun i intend to have, just like having a parent show up at your prom. bloody guilt. bloody heat. makes me want to hide under my pillows and go to sleep except i can't because every two minutes a wave of nausea hits and i have to run to the bathroom, convinced that i am about to throw up (FINALLY) but then it's a false alarm and i crawl back to bed, this whole sprint-to-bathroom and lie-dead-on-bed routine making my headache even worse than it already is. bloody flu. my goodness..i've been typing drivel for the last ten minutes. i don't understand a single word of it now. bloody heat.


then again, the heat is pretty conveniant. because, just like PMS, anything can be blamed on it. so if i DO give in and punch someone, it's not my fault. blame the damn weather.

Labels: rants, the alter ego who thinks on occassion

RAWRRRR. TGV KLCC is CLOSED on Thursday for the premiere of some random hindi movie. GSC everywhere refuses to tell me whether there are movies available on Thursday or not. Elsa, can we take a cab somewhere or else just ditch the idiotic cinemas and go to someone's house to watch both Happy Feet AND Casino Royale?


I refuse to let some random ticketing glitch mess up our celebration of freedom

I have this massively mega long post still stewing in my dashboard, growing bigger and bigger everyday about saying bye to school life etcetc yadayadayada. i've been adding to it for SOOOO long terri actually beat me to posting hers up =.= but nevermind! i will add as much as i like keep adding and when it's finally done i'll post mine :D hee. anyway, if theres's one thing i realised, i'm very very long winded. not like i never knew it before but it's getting more and more obvious. ian says my blog posts are like essays and he usually just skips them until he spots his name IAN!IAN! then he stops to read. or something like that. i think thats what most people do lah. not just him. not only do i tend to insert lots of unneccessary words i also tend to write about eveeeerrryyy single thing and not paragraph (as mrs yew always complains) so yeah. my posts turn out like essays. and SEE!! SEE WHAT I MEAN! it took me 7 sentences and all i wanted to say was: i'm very long winded. i think i'll will blog with fewer words from now on and save (what little) readers the trouble of..well. reading everything. except... i blog the way i want to remember things and my memories are all very long winded and detailed. see i have this phobia that when i grow up older I wont be able to remember all the little details and quirks that made this moment special or this day amazing anything. so i just type it all out. heh. will learn to type less. WILL!!!! meanwhile, everyone is celebrating end of SPAM while us poor bk/econs/lukisan kejuruteraan people roll about and cry on the floor.=( it aint fair! unfair! after bio 3 shanon yelled merdeka at the top of his lungs (in the hall) which is ironic because ..well. he's a bk taker too. and soon zhing's phone rang in the middle of the paper lmao lmao lmao. i was told he ran out of the hall swearing. HAHAHAHAHA. so funny. anyway. must study.

WOOHOO!! CRAZY WEEK IS OVERRRR!!!!! lalalalalallaaaaa


Moral, bane of my existance, is now NO MORE!! And for the first time in my life I actually sat down [fell asleep, woke up again in the morning, panicked] and memorised ALL MY NILAIS! Like every single one of them. Usually I skip all the really long ones. I was so proud of myself 8) mmhmm


Chemistry and Physics were crappy!! CRAPPY!! Almost as bad as lit. ESPECIALLY CHEMISTRY!! *Tears up Lembaga* There were a million and one things they could have asked us about sebatian karbon..or redoks..or or..termokimia or something but NOOOO..they asked us about GINGER. GINGER!!!! I mean my goodness. who the hell set the paper? Some kampung witch doctor? And I screwed up like 4 logic gate questions plus about 6 marks worth of force because I was careless. Grrr... Plus I sort of just invented my own telescope diagram. I honestly had no idea what it was supposed to look like I just vaguely drew it the way I sort of remembered drawing it in Tan. I don't think I'll be getting A1s for those anymore..how embarresing o.O


Bio (other bane of my existence) is on Monday and I'm mega not prepared because I spent the whole of yesterday reading Amy Tan and Memoirs of a Geisha. Then afer Bio, while everyone else celebrates, it's two days of cramming BK and THEN I'll be free. Woe is me


Ooo..I just hopped over to Terri's blog and apparently she and Bee donated a book to Wong Sau Chan from Shelter 2..Which is where we used to go for our Sevenfold stint right Wins? And Sau Chan is the really really pretty one right?? What a teeny tiny world :)

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